Thursday, March 3, 2011

Eh, poop.

I'm allowing myself 968 calories today. The problem is that we have very little food in the house/very little low-calorie food in the house. Also I'm vegan (now? again?) so that limits my choices even further. POOOOOP.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

OH GOD

I JUST WEIGHED MYSELF
RECOVERY OVER
I DON'T MIND BEING FAT BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE THIS FAT
I JUST
NO
I DON'T.
I JUST DON'T.
GRANTED I'M FULL OF WATER AND FOOD BUT LIKE....
okay end caps lock.

I'm moving in a month. As of now I'm not going to hold myself accountable for my disordered actions for one month.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

I made a bunch of black bean veggie burgers (made out of black bean, shredded potatoes, bread crumbs, spices and an egg to hold it together--so these should be good for carby/protein cravings) and I froze all of them so they'll last me a long time. And by that I mean so I can put off eating them indefinitely. D: