This is me trying to make sense of recovery. This wasn't always a recovery blog though, so I have to warn you that if you don't want to be triggered, do NOT look at my older posts.
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Eh, poop.
I'm allowing myself 968 calories today. The problem is that we have very little food in the house/very little low-calorie food in the house. Also I'm vegan (now? again?) so that limits my choices even further. POOOOOP.
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
OH GOD
I JUST WEIGHED MYSELF
RECOVERY OVER
I DON'T MIND BEING FAT BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE THIS FAT
I JUST
NO
I DON'T.
I JUST DON'T.
GRANTED I'M FULL OF WATER AND FOOD BUT LIKE....
okay end caps lock.
I'm moving in a month. As of now I'm not going to hold myself accountable for my disordered actions for one month.
RECOVERY OVER
I DON'T MIND BEING FAT BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE THIS FAT
I JUST
NO
I DON'T.
I JUST DON'T.
GRANTED I'M FULL OF WATER AND FOOD BUT LIKE....
okay end caps lock.
I'm moving in a month. As of now I'm not going to hold myself accountable for my disordered actions for one month.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
I made a bunch of black bean veggie burgers (made out of black bean, shredded potatoes, bread crumbs, spices and an egg to hold it together--so these should be good for carby/protein cravings) and I froze all of them so they'll last me a long time. And by that I mean so I can put off eating them indefinitely. D:
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