I think I just realized the difference between overeating 'cause I want a lot of delicious food, and binging because I fucking hate myself. And there's a big difference.

I guess since I just binged and I guess possibly relapsed back into disordered eating
...I might as well make this count and relapse back into cutting as well.
Oh fucking shit.

I'll probably go back to normal tomorrow. Lemme just have tonight to fuck myself up.