In addition:

You fucking tell me about how you dislike certain people, and yet,

I am fucking sick
I am your fucking best friend
I have not talked to you since Wednesday,
and that's only because we have that class together,

and you are talking to those people, those you tell me that you dislike,
and you're not talking to me.

Your boyfriend and I talk more than you and I do.
That will never cease to seem fucked up to me.

I just wanted you to be there for me once.