The only reason I'm not binging my emotions away right now is because if I'm going to fess up and spill my guts to someone about my eating disorder I better be fucking skinny. If I ever want to recover I better be fucking skinny. The lame poor failed anorexic. She was such a fuck-up that her life got fucked-up completely before she even got skinny.
Amen.
ReplyDeleteI can relate to pretty much everything you've said, like ever.
omg yes! whenever i start even considering eating normally, i feel so pathetic that i couldn't even be a proper anorexic.
ReplyDeletei know exactly how you feel!