I'm feeling better today than I did when I wrote that last post. I was feeling very, very, very fucked up and after doing some research I think I was showing various signs of water intoxication/poisoning. I read somewhere that you wouldn't get it unless you drank like 8 liters of water in one sitting, but then I read that some people can get it through only 3 liters. So previous to gaining the latter knowledge I had thought it would be safe to drink liters upon liters of water, and I had been doing that for a couple days. That disconnected feeling was coupled with unexplained nausea for these days as well, which is another sign of water intoxication. Today in my hurry to get to school, I forgot to bring my water bottle, so I've probably only had a few cups today, and the symptoms are gone completely. Conclusion? It was the water.

I ate too much bread today. But I'm hungry; I've been hungry all day. Do you know how sometimes you can just feel yourself burning up everything you eat? Like, almost immediately? That's how I feel, so I'm not incredibly worried. I lost a pound, but I don't completely believe the scale on my soft kitchen floor. Have I ever mentioned how fucked up it is that my mom keeps the scale in the kitchen? The floor is soft and so the scale reads about 5 lbs lighter than the real weight. I try not to think about that. I just can't bear to make the transition to the bathroom and have to face those 5 extra pounds. Oh goodness!

Off to drink more water, but not enough to kill me.